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Hyep! Assalamualaikum. So let’s proceed without any further delay, *aiseh speaking*

So, aku rasa semua orang dah kenal aku. Aku ni memang jenis yang agak bakhil. Bakhil apa? Harta ka? Meehhh, nak bakhil harta macam mana harta pon takde, hui la.. So bakhil apa? Bakhil nak tolong.

Haaaa, orang kata, kena banyak tolong orang, ikhlas tiap2 kali tolong tu, tak harapkan balasan. Ya, memang. Tapi kalau dah amek kesempatan, aku hangin. Hoho

Entah, mungkin aku jugak kot yg over sensitive. Asal mintak tolong lebih2 je terus aku rasa cam orang amek kesempatan. Tapi tak jugak aku rasa. Sebab orang yang amek kesempatan ni, ciri ciri dia jelas dan jitu di depan mata. Mahukah anda tahu? Aiseh, ala ala majalah tiga gitu kan~

So ni list ciri ciri makhluk2 pengambil kesempatan yang aku dah jumpa sebelum ni lah~ In order of sequence kejadian~~

1.    Makhluk tu tak rapat pon ngan kau. Menyembang pon jarang kot. Tapi bila dia menyembang, baik plek je
2.    Mula mula puji dulu kau, puji nih! Bagai nak rak! Kau lah malaikat, semua benda kau buat bagus.
3.    Pastu kau dah of course lah termakan kan, rasa cam dia ni cam okay je sebenarnya nak wat member. Rugi tak kenal awal2. Feeling tu mesti datang
4.    Pastu slow2 dia mintak tolong. 1^st 1^st tu yang simple2 je lah kan.. macam contoh kes aku:

Tolong beli nasi

Tolong ajar

Tolong tengok (blab la bla)

5.    Pastu dah kau redha je kan tolong yang senang2 tu dia pon advance lah skit mintak tolong. Yang 1^st tad itu tolong ade lah jugak imbuhan kadang² pastu da biasa tu, yg ni mmg free of charge lah kan

  Tolong beli nasi lauk ni ni ni ni ni bla bla bla bla

  Tolong hantar gi sini situ sana sinun sanan, semua lah

Tolong beli kan koko crunch, honey star, milo, cornflakes

Tolong amek tututu kat situ pastu hantar tututu kat sana

6.    Mostly pertolongan yang di minta tu based on transportation lah kan sebab aku bawak moto kat sini. Hew³

7. Last sekali, bila dia dah abis dah mintak tolong kau, rasa kau dah takleh nak tolong dia dah, hah. Who are you? Do I know you? Kau tak wujud dalam hidup dia

8. Pastu, bila saat dia memerlukan ihsan dan keikhlasan dari kau balik, dia menjadi sahabat baikmu~ N step 1 sampai 6 berulang kembali~ yay! L

So point aku, aku tak kedekut, serius. Tapi beragak lah kan. Memang lah aku boleh di kira senang lah sikit kat sini ada transport, ada moto. Tapi kau ingat aku bawak moto tu pakai air ke? Minyak beb minyak. Minyak tu bukan aku gi amek free kat Shell Petronas Caltex tu. Bayar beb bayar. Ingat murah ke? Sesekali tu okay lah lagi, bila dah tiap kali macam tu~

Pastu kan penegasan lagi, bukannya nak suruh kau bayar upah tambang ke apa semua lepas aku dah tolong tu, Cuma nak mintak penghargaan sikit. Mohon tunjuk lah rasa bersyukur tu orang dah tolong boleh tak? Masa mintak tolong bukan main lagi, orang Kelantan kata “lembek tekok tekok bodek nok mitok tulong” maksudnya wat muka kesianlah, bukan main neh. Bila dah orang tolong hah, buat bodoh je kan. Tak kenal dah aku sapa. Pastu bila nk mintak tolong balik baik balik. Tak ke haram jadah tu namanya. Tak perlu lah nak melekat ngan aku dua puluh pat jam kan, nk cakap bersyukur tu. Sekali kau Nampak aku tu, tegur ke, Tanya khabar ke. Ni aku duk sebelah pon buat bodoh selamba kan.. ish3.

Apa lah erti persahabatan tu kalau niat kau Cuma nak amek kesempatan kat orang lain. Sedang kau taknak langsung memberi. Kau ingat kau susah sebab kau jalan kaki aku naik moto. Aku pon susah jugak. Aku tak pernah cerita kat orang je. Betapa susahnya aku hidup selama ni.. *start tacing dah*

Okay maghrib dah. Ada dinner date ngan member~ *member ker?? Oppss opss opss*

*bajet*

Ok bai.

Adios! J

p/s : Jauhi diri anda dari makhluk pemgambil kesempatan. hoho

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So, I’m Malia, turning 22 by this November. Lord, I’m ancient! *okay over*

So, this Malia here, she’s just regular girl. If you spot her around UiTM Perlis, here in Arau, you rarely saw her with someone. Not in term special, just friends. Someone that she knows. Friends in other word. She’s crazy. She had everything in her mind. From decent to the worst. She’s fine, she always thought that to herself. Not best but just fine, decent person to be made as friends. She’s not stingy at all to be truth. She just, hate it when she felt she’s being used. But most of all, she knows she is lonely. The loneliness, self dependent that she had thought herself from the very beginning she came here, made her felt lonely.

Yes, you can see her most of the time, jumping around from group to group of people, blending in with disguise. She seems to be closed but no she’s not. She never belongs to any of them. She is just an outsider.

People don’t know her and people judge her. They think that she don’t know but she knows it better than everyone. She knows from the way they look at her. They know it from how they talk to her. She knows from the way they response to her lame jokes and her effort to make conversation. She’s desperate for attention but she hates attention.

She just wants someone who’ll sincerely be friend with her. She just wants someone who wouldn't take advantages from her.

They don’t know that each day, she tested them. She tests their loyalty, their truth, their lies, and their true self. It’s not that she don’t trust them. But she’s been betrayed too much. She just afraid to just trust again. Loyalty is important to her. She keeps it deep inside of her the thing that’s called betrayal.

So she never has close friends, one that she can depend on. In fact, she never let herself have one. And she knows she’s in misery. That’s why, every moment she’s here, she hated it. She never felt happy about it. She’s just hanging on, hoping for everything to just end fast.

She is just a weirdo.

N she is me..

~The end~

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